The story behind the player: Cross! (archived by NightFall)

[Enigma]

Stop making me cry like a baby and stick with us. You are wanted around by people and you are a part of the lives of many people.

We are here for you.

[Strax]

I don't really know what to say. Back then when I was hanging out on ts (I was on ts just for few days though), you seemd like a very positive person. People who insulted you or disrespected you, are definetly just some jerks that you should never remember again.

Well I hope that you get well soon and create a life you want. Also good luck in future.

[saphire]

i am happy you finally did this cross my love <3 i really do hope it helps you move on and you are one of the nicest ppl i know even when your being rude and talking dirty to me :P knowing all this makes me sad and mad that ppl are so cruel and mean ,just rember not everyone is like this and as members of clans we have friends we can talk to as we all have our own little story i really do wish you the best in your life your a really nice kind funny guy and deserve the best you knows saphire loves ya sexy ass stay safe and well and come chatt me up anytime i love to hear you laugh <3<3<3

[Davu]

I am very sorry to hear this.. People that bully on other people usually have bad time at home and/or other issues in their life that they "need" to unravel to other people, usually on the people that seem the most "weak". Also your family seem to have pretty bad problems, considering how they have treated you, but that is NONE of your fault.
Those bullies and your family arent in ANY way more worth than you, every life matters and has purpose.
Remember that there is and always will be assholes, but karma will get them eventually. Dont take life from yourself, YOU ONLY GET ONE and everything will eventually work out for you too.
Hang in there buddy !

[Paul]

Even after trying those things 3 times, you're still here , with a reason to live for, prove yourself and the people who've abused you wrong!
You're not worthless! You fell down, but you got back up ! Thats what matters. Dont give up Cross.

You're strong enough, dont forget that, head up high bro.

[The Master]

ofc i did know some off your problems but man what a story,
glad you wrote it and ofc glad you are still with us!
your laugh on ts it like the best 1 i ever heared:P if you start laughing there is no stopping and every 1 laughing with you
i hope those are great memmories and i hope alot more will come
i wish you the best and get better soon so we laugh on ts again

[Sky]

It's really a heartbreaking story Cross but I'm glad you decided to post it
Sometimes during our talks you hinted few stuff about not feeling well & health problems etc, but honestly I didn't suspect anything like this :/
You're very courageous man, I truly look up to you for going through all this, I can only hope your life will do nothing but improve

[Pl0xX]

Very brave of you to write this all down man!!
You're a great guy and we'll always be here for you!!

[Storch]

Well, the others said pretty much already and I can only agree with them. What I don't understand though is your family. How could they be so cold after your attempted suicide?! That's at last where they should have noticed how bad things are with you but instead of helping you they seemed more concerned with avoiding all kinds of trouble that arise through you... I really don't get it...

Your doctor probably told you this too already but I wanna say it anyway. I think you should try to focus on yourself. Do things you love and build up a passion at it. Do some kind of sports, learn an instrument, a language, anything that will make you proud when you achieved it and which will build up your self-confidence. Don't look back at the past and don't care too much what others say. The most important thing is that you are happy and when you are happy you might also attract other people to you. You can already see that with your laugh in TS for example :P I think you're stronger than you think. There are people who might be famous and popular but who don't have the guts to talk about and to show their true feelings. Unlike you, you just revealed very private things to us all which must have been damn hard and this shows to me that you are a strong person. Believe in yourself and try to think positive. You've been though a lot already, use all these experiences to gain strength! I wish you all the best with achieving these things! Take care Cross and always know that we're here for you

[MrOwl]

Dear Cross,

This must have been very hard for you to write and share. Yet I hope, somehow, it made you feel better, it gave you strenght. I truelly had no idea what was going on in your life and I couldn't have guessed it either. Because everytime I saw you, played with you, you had this positive attitude and just enjoyed every second. You should keep up this attitude in real life as well, because you deserve it. You have been through ALOT and you deserve to be happy and you deserve to do what is best for YOU and do whatever you wanna do. Don't let anyone bring you down, EVER again. Set some lifegoals, go for them, achieve them, be proud of yourself.

You showed us that is community is more than just gaming. We are a FAMILY, not one like you grew up in, but one how it is supposed to be. Caring, loving, listening, sharing, accapting, ... You showed us that you can be YOURSELF, that there is no need to hide who you are.

Take care man and I wish you best of luck with your health and everything else that is going on in your life. You can count on us, each and everyone. Even though you might think otherwise, you'll always find a listening ear, right here in TWC.

With love,
-MrOwl