Apologizes (archived by TechN9ne)

[Duka]

Hey guys

We all know, I am not a tough guy. I am very sensitive. This thread is mainly to Nothy and Adam, but also explains my huge inactivity for all of you.

The thing is, that I have lost my only support. I have lost a man, who helped me at any time. And he wasn't a 16 years old, like me. He was 63 years old.
My teacher of english has showed me, that english can be real fun. Becouse of him I have the highest marks. All of my classmates are curious, why I have so high marks.

And he wasn't like all teachers - he was happy and he enjoyed teaching english. He was giving the biggest joy to people.
It was an honor for me to be tought by an army veteran. He has tought me so many life things, he solved so many mine problems. And now he is gone.

After I heard that he is not with us anymore, I couldn't believe. I was mad and disappointed. My all motivation power to study has collapsed.

I need to be alone for few weeks. I don't realy feel to play at this moment. It means, I am taking a long break, but not leaving. If you don't mind, I would like to write something to Nothy and Adam in my national language. With smaller letters of course in order to not spam.

Chciałbym was bardzo przeprosić za moje zachowanie. Jestem w rozsypce. Z niczym sobie nie radzę. Moje oceny spadają w dół.
Jedyne moje wsparcie, jedyna pomoc jaką miałem (i miałem ją tylko raz na tydzień) po prostu zniknęła. I ja, głupi, nie pomyślałem o was. Więc jeszcze raz, głęboko przepraszam i mam nadzieję, że mi wybaczycie.

Thank you
Duka

[Puitje]

Always sucks to lose someone who meant a lot to you, but I think he really wants you to continue your studies and make him proud!

You can take all the time you need, you'll always be welcome here and we'll always accept you with open arms.

Take care Duka!

EDIT: and if you made people mad like Nothy and Adam, I'm sure they'll understand and forgive you because they're great and friendly people!

[Kjell]

Make him proud and he really wants you to continue your studies after all the work he's put into it.
Losing someone is always hard but remember that there will always be people out there willing to help you.

Take all the time you need man.
You'll figure it out.

[Nothy]

in order not to use polish here, read your pm, dukajek.

[djuki]

It's great to hear you got so inspirited by this man and he thought you something that you enjoyed. Keep that notion. And I wish you strength in coping with your loss

[Focus]

take care duka and finish your study than you dont disappoint him!

[$ubzero]

Studying is really important for your future, giving up on stuying often means giving up on your future, and that's not what he would have wanted you to do after he helped you so much.

Take the time you need, take care! and come back alive and well

[General Tom]

We all face such times in our lives. Dukajek, take your time and remember that we're there for you The way you wrote it, it felt like he was my teacher too. I can relate how you are feeling at this moment. But, don't quit yet, keep on being the best in your class, and succeed in future as this is what your teacher might have wanted you to do. Where ever he might be right now, I'm sure he'll be proud of you and he'll always be there in your heart
Take care,
Tom