Forgive him please: Players, Administrators (archived by Teleport)

[Duka]

People, what is this discussion about?! MST, server supreme and half of the players don't want to unban him. This discussion has no sense and shoul have been ended a long time ago. Anyway, if he was unbanned he would start trolling again and everybody would regret that, like it happened with his friend Nacht.

And Samael said all I want to say.

[And?]

All of this what I've heard and read (for forums) about him that makes voting for No.

[Chuck]

How can I think the same about all Dutch when I said in my previous post that Moanraker deleted his posts? I'm sure he's Dutch too, isn't he?

I can't prove you insulted Polish people (ND players called that guy Chuck, which he didn't neglect, and he had a Dutch flag, hmmm + he spammed !about commands like you) while we played from time to time under many different nicks and I don't have access to additional user details such as IP, but here a similar case from around 5 months ago before you left:
http://imgur.com/8NEjEmC,wWQKNRX
3 swear words/insults ('fintard' is for fun too, eh?) and !splat for pushing from a supreme. Quite nice.

LOL at that, we are talking about something what happened few months ago not something happened about a year maybe even more -_-
what about you, you werent the nicest person when your were Nms 2 you were also sometimes pretty harsh towards people anyway thats along time ago so let it rest its something totally different.

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Sorry for the double post but this should be seperate

After a little chat with dear mimus i also need to tell something.
First i am very sorry for the things i've done few months ago, i wasn't myself anymore people suddenly hating me maybe cause of that i left a bunch of admin work for the current supremes( thats not good but what else if a supreme has no fun in being supreme anymore with also to much to do ) i dont know really but it made me turn in a bad way also my personal life had something 2 do with, working 8 hours a day together with 7 a 8 hours of school isnt funny at all but necessary to be clean of debts.
I am turning my life around aswell ingame as in real life, found most of my inner peace back( had a fallback last night against Butcher what i regret should come in a other way towards him but ill explain that later).
I won't say i will be instant the perfect guest but i try as hard to be one of them.

Alright i want to say sorry for these things i have done towards TWC which i honestly regret cause few weeks ago i was thinking back and it kinda hurts me what i have done towards TWC and especially ND which i raised to one of the best ND servers( ofc schaapje helped with that).

The things are in short words: Hacking, trolling, insulting, rulebreaking, bypassing bans cq. mutes.
I know these are alot that i have broken but i want to prove myself that i am changed that i want to be a better person, the person i was before. The person people remember of the good times in TWC.
When i was thinking about these times, i was making a plan by playing under the name Intel i7 @ 3,30Ghz to show people i can be nice. So i would say it personally that it was me when the time was there to show i could be trusted, but i couldn't take it anymore and confessed to mimus.
It was also bad thing to do but i couldn't find any solution to show you guys that i've changed alot since the ban.
Samael or Benji not sure who may remember that i even helped catching a hacker a week ago if im right, after that i was with antho and im not sure but i thought i helped him with something to not sure. Also i was with 4Fun and we spotted together also a hacker.
This won't turn the bad things i've done to good things, but i tell this to see i have still that kind person in me who helps when its needed.
I tried this way like i said before to show how people could change.
I hope still you guys will believe me now and maybe give me my last change to earn my trust back as a guest.

Also i want to say that i know nacht but that doesn't say we are good friends with eachother, i gave him my login for my vpn and i found he abused it so i changed the login so he couldn't use it anymore.

@ Butcher, i am sorry for what i said but in my eyes it wasn't fair against meire cause i know how it feels. It was wrong of me to act suddenly like that against you.

I want to say personal sorry to: kokok, cieply, dukajek, Ocean, bialy, for using the bad word of polish( also the other polish players/members/admin), i didn't really know you guys would see that as a racistic word and i stop using it.
Sorry mimus,ligustah,antho,ocean for hacking in the server, bypassing bans and mutes. It was wrong for me to do, after all these years being a admin/supreme i should know better then this.
And i want to say sorry for all the members players and admins/ supremes and MST for all the commotion and trouble i have made in the server.
I felt like i left my friends my home alone for doing stupid and bad things. TWC was my home and since ever i left i have a empty space that still isn't filled.
I've have let you all down by acting like a moron, my friends, the family i once had, everyone that has or is connected to TWC.
If i forget a person feel free to say it so know who i have hurt more, its to much that i can remember that.

I am open now for everyone, cause i had a moment i even didn't liked myself and i didn't saw in the mirror the person i used to be. And im tired of hiding against a wall( never wanted to be like one of those aholes )
I hope i can be forgiven and start something new.
Any questions, feel free to ask and i will anwser them correctly.

Chuck

Edit.

After a late night chat with mimus i've made some decisions, if i am given another change that if i feel losing control of my anger again ill temporary leave server to cool down. Or if there is something else wrong i go towards mimus or any other trusted person to have a little chat of what i think is wrong.

[Archon]

Hahahahahaha - just discredit & parody...

[Bread]

People, what is this discussion about?! MST, server supreme and half of the players don't want to unban him. This discussion has no sense and shoul have been ended a long time ago. Anyway, if he was unbanned he would start trolling again and everybody would regret that, like it happened with his friend Nacht.

And Samael said all I want to say.

can you stop spamming seriously? if you want to post at least add something to the topic

[Nirv]

Chuck you shouldn't bring up your real life problems when you play ! Sometimes you might not be in the mood after having a long day at work/school but when you're playing, you're supposed to relax, have fun and think about something else

I think you got astray... You may have took the things way too seriously ! Why you even care if someone starts to hate you over a game ? I don't think it's a valid reason to act like a douche lol

Now, please let me explain why i voted No :

I remember reading things like "i'm the supreme here, i do what i want", to me it sounded like an ego boost from a teenager ! I don't think a supreme should ever act like this.

You had a lack of impartiality with the Johny's case.
You didn't allow me to give my point of view or explain myself, I received a mute each time i was trying to say something regarding this matter.
Because you obviously liked Johny, you either didn't do anything, you even stood up against me or took time to react whenever he was provoking/trolling around and I think this was ridiculous.

Apart from that, when i was reading your conversation with guest or other people, I always felt that you took them from the upside, it's not what i like the most to be honest with ya !

I know mistake(s) can happen ... after all we are just mere humans :-)

I'd give you a second chance only and only if you stay away from any management position (for a while at least), I think it's a good alternative, i'm sure would chill and enjoy yourself much more !!

I hope you don't feel offended by reading this !!

[Chuck]

No nirv i am not offended and its good that you are honest so i can see what things i've done wrong in the past to improve myself even more.
And Archon if you really have nothing serious to say please dont hesitate to stay out of this topic Thank you.
I know j0hnny is my friend and sometimes i forgot which position i had by backing him to much while he made a real mistake and i am sorry for that i have neglected you in the past.
I should have looked at it in neutral way.
And i am not here to join anytime for now, i just want to play here and help DC for now.

[Insane.NL]

People, what is this discussion about?! MST, server supreme and half of the players don't want to unban him. This discussion has no sense and shoul have been ended a long time ago. Anyway, if he was unbanned he would start trolling again and everybody would regret that, like it happened with his friend Nacht.

gg giving pre-judgement about someone like that..
You could say something like that but witha different 'subject' about anyone lol.

Ofc this discussion has sense, because everyone is talking about the things he did wrong, but almost no one is looking to the things that he did for ND when he was the supreme of ND..
Nothing is wrong with a troll sometime if you ask me, i'm doing it as well, and so did (for example) 4fun with his fake leaving topic, so please come with something better then pre-judging

[Ligustah]

People, what is this discussion about?! MST, server supreme and half of the players don't want to unban him. This discussion has no sense and shoul have been ended a long time ago. Anyway, if he was unbanned he would start trolling again and everybody would regret that, like it happened with his friend Nacht.

I'd like to mention again, that for me it's mostly about personal issues I have/had with him.
I very much acknowledge and respect his recent move, because to me the greatest point of annoyance when dealing with his actions was that he assumed that denying or understating would make the situation any better.

I'm not going to vote yes, but I just removed my no vote.

[Mimus]

Same for me.