You can stop wondering :p (archived by Chris)

[MayheM]

It's funny, but there have been several times that I had said this day would never come. I especially never thought the reasons why would be the actual reasons. In fact the reasons are hard even more me to accept.

But my time in TWC is over. I have major issues with some of the changes over the past year and even the ones being talked about now. This is no longer the TWC that Joint had worked so hard on.

I am willing to take the blame for some of this. I over the past year or so have made two majorly poor decisions. I accept responsibility for that, but at the time when I had made them, I had no way of knowing that they would effect TWC and its members on such a negative scale.

I apologize to all the members who have left in recent times, all because I had an obligation to hold up even if I knew things weren't quite right. I did the same as many members at any level would have done. I supported my peers and the ideas they had. I am no longer willing to do that and that is why I have left.

I actually left over two months ago. Many of you have noticed. I had not planned to make a leaving post at the time, but now more than ever I feel the need to apologize to many of the people that I had fought with while trying to enforce an idea that may have not been fully thought out before taking it or enforcing it on the members of TWC.


You will see in another post that it is implied that only one member took a stand when a certain privledge was being discussed about. Talk that it should be taken away, but that is not the whole truth. I in fact was also against it, but took the time to list both possitives and negatives of such an idea. After that it was clear that it would not be taken away. And it was indeed not taken away.

Yes this was a clan. It was a fun clan for some time. Everyone had his or her job and the lower level members only had to worry about how many kills they were gonna get. The clan ran smooth because there were people there to make sure everyone was safe and secure while playing. Well behaved members were rewarded with high levels and the responsibility that went with it. Others were only here to play and that was what they did. No one worried about the politics of the game, because they felt confident that the highest level members in the clan took care of all that.

Where did that all change? Not really sure, but things sure are different now. Perhaps its because some want less responsibility? Have less time to handle most situations that arise? Lord knows I have less time now and to be honest, way less interest in trying anymore. No one see's eye to eye anymore. Even high level members cant seem to agree on anything and only want to fight to support their sides. It is exactly what tore this clan apart, but in the past the fighting was reserved to low level members. Now it goes on at all levels. This saddens me and has even cost friendships to end.

How is that fun? How would anyone enjoy such a thing?

The fun is over and that in the end is why you are reading this.

Good luck to all who have worn the |TWC- tags now and over the years. For those of you still here, keep up the hard work. Respect.

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To those of you that have PM'd me over the past 2 months. I am sorry but I can't reply to all. Bollie, you will be missed. Yourdog, I am well. Thanks for caring you guys.

[Joint_PK]

It is really bad to see a Fellow MST and a great friend of mine leave a clan which we build together. Mayhem is one of the most important members in the clan, he was one of the MSTs with whom i started TWC. Without him TWC will never be the same, a loving MSTs who was always there if you had troubles.

I think i can say that you leaving will be a big hit on TWC, we did not just lost a MST but we also lost a good friend!

I wish you all the best, you will be missed!

Your friend,
Joint PK

[Bouhbouh]

i'm a 'new member' and i don't know u a lot but i thanks you for all your job for this clan !

I don't think twc is over, there is a lot of new members like me with a lot of good intentions, questions, ideas and others !

Good luck in your future way !

And maybe see u later on forum or in game!

Bouhbouh

[a TEAMMATE]

Didn't had the pleasure to play with you but thanks for everything you did for TWC. Good luck mate!

[Bread]

I knew this day would come.

You were the one that helped me by far the most in TWC.

Hell, you were the reason I even rejoined.

I wish you the best in your future endeavors.

Good luck with your life.

[iTim]

The big daddy leaving TWC

I must say: had some very fun times playing with you, esspecially in Slaughterhaus
And I agree on the most parts of your post, it's not like it was used to be anymore.

I'm not like making an enormous post now, because I'm lazy haha.

Hope you will enjoy your life, and take care daddy!

[Alduin]

Mayhem, I am surprised..
You have managed to help lead this clan for years, and now this ''apologize post''.
Man, never knew this day would come. I can still remember when I wanted to enter PSA 3 years ago as RECON, when my invitation didn't get accepted, you managed to get me in. I remember it was because they didn't like my kiddy behaviour (I was 11) but I still appreciate what you did as much much as then.
Honestly, you're my favorite in this clan Mayhem. You are a fair man that wants to take care of mostly everything, you try your best, and the best of all: You admit the mistakes you've made.
For years you've also been a sample to some members.
And you're right, 3 to 2 years ago was the time much better. The low-level members could peacefully play the game without worryin' 'bout anythin' while dem high admins took care of our existence.
Damn, I miss those times. I wish I could bring them back and do it over, but better this time.

Nobody knows what you've done for this clan. It was just a game, just a simply little game to play in your free-time but you took it really seriously. I have nothing more to say than thank you. Thanks a lot.

I have no idea what to say left except that you are a really nice guy and that you're gonna be hella' missed.
I wish you also much luck with your family, may you all life in peace.

Thank you MayheM!

[johnny walker]

Mayhem OMG hmm i can remember my first time here and was wondering who is that Mayhem i never see you in a Server from this Day on my target was to Catch the Daddy in a Server . And finnaly for few months
i opend Xfire and see you in a Server and i was soooooo Happy to see you in a Server and can play with you :P.
Mayhem ik we haved alot of bad situations (me/you) but you was always a nice and polite person and have manged this things.

I will say thank you to you for all the hard work what you have done for this Clan in all this years we have lost a the best MST ever and i wish you and your family a good live.
I hope you will meet us sometimes in a Server or in Forum.

Bye my Friend and Daddy

Greetz J0hnny

P.S. Hold the tires of the Road :P

[yourdog]

Wooow dad,

I never expected this :o this will have a big impact for sure

I want to thank you that u believed in me.
That u gived me the chances to create and explore more from/for TWC

Well take care my friend.

[Chuck]

Damn Dad :'(

Never saw this coming from you, i knew you were inactive but didnt know you left us.
I still hope that you will change your mind and make TWC again as it was when i joined :$.
Together we can do this.

Really gonna miss you dad.
It was fun in the few times we played together.
Hope to see you sometime when you got spare time.

A sad Chuck :'(