I apologize

[Number]

Dear TWC members, especially supremes, may you please take your time to read this.

I know it's been only while since all this rough stuff has happened, but I looked into myself and I understood that I made some serious mistakes, I know many of you will say that I apologize and I won't care about the apology, but no, this is a public section, I'm going to be honest and I will critize myself for all this bad things that I did. I say sorry to: Paul, Thrasher and ZonElax, I'm sorry for numerious times asking to be high admin of your server, here comes the real reason why I wanted to be and that's because I'm a levelhunter and I wanted to have that level without reasons because I would feel higher from others what I wanted to, I know you told me milion of times that I won't get it because I still ask for it. I'm sorry but I didn't listened to you, I always listened to myself and doesn't really cared about your words, I know you only wanted to help me and put me in a good way but I didn't really cared. Another sorry is for that I critized you over nothing because you only wanted to change my mind and I'm sorry for it, I should've listened you but I was stupid. And I'm sorry to you Paul, I was wrong, I was very angry so I decided to overreact. And last sorry goes to Zone & Thrasher again for blocking you on discord, I just wanted to stay without contact with you so that's why I did it. So, I know I did a bad things and that's why I left, I wish I could think of myself at that time when I was there but I didn't. And if somebody thinks that I'm making this because I want to rejoin, no no, I don't want rejoin at this moment, I'm making this because I acted stupid and this was too much so I'm sorry. And last thing, one week ago some of you accused me of flooding ND server, it wasn't me, I didn't played that day.

[ZonElax]

Thank you for the apology, I appreciate it. Also it takes a lot of courage to make such post, so that's nice of you. I am sorry for the harsh things I said towards you, I didn't think it through. You seem like a nice guy it would be a shame not to have you as a guest on our server. Anyways, we have all made some mistakes, hopefully we learned something out of it.

Cheers

[Manius88]

Number thishs serios about what you wont!?
How many times you play on TWC??? 4-5?

[Thrasher]

I know it's been only while since all this rough stuff has happened, but I looked into myself and I understood that I made some serious mistakes, I know many of you will say that I apologize and I won't care about the apology, but no, this is a public section, I'm going to be honest and I will critize myself for all this bad things that I did.

it takes a lot of courage for someone who is as anxious and defensive as you to admit your mistakes. to be honest i actually didnt expect you to apologize, i thought you was gonna just sulk about it for eternity. also dont worry we can tell you are serious with this apology because you have no other reason to apologize, you arent searching for a place here anymore instead you are just being mature.

I say sorry to: Paul, Thrasher and ZonElax, I'm sorry for numerious times asking to be high admin of your server, here comes the real reason why I wanted to be and that's because I'm a levelhunter and I wanted to have that level without reasons because I would feel higher from others what I wanted to, I know you told me milion of times that I won't get it because I still ask for it. I'm sorry but I didn't listened to you, I always listened to myself and doesn't really cared about your words, I know you only wanted to help me and put me in a good way but I didn't really cared.

you know theres a psychological term for this: superiority complex. basically this means that you acted more aggressively and wanted as many things to boost your ego to hide your feelings of inferiority and lack of happiness.
this is what you radiated everytime you wanted to get levels and stuff. i knew you had this but didnt want to say about it because it would of pissed you off. but hey i didnt even have to bring it up because you brought it up about yourself instead which means having to swallow your sensitive pride which is a very hard and mature thing for you to do you know. im happy you are taking steps to be more mature and better yourself, its the best way to become happier.

Another sorry is for that I critized you over nothing because you only wanted to change my mind and I'm sorry for it, I should've listened you but I was stupid.

i wouldnt say you are stupid as much as i'd say you just had a strong superiority complex and wasnt aware of it meaning it just controlled you and forced you to protect yourself from any 'threats' to your ego. now however you know you have this problem and i know you will try your hardest to break it. it takes time though, months maybe even years but the start of healing is now, when you learn and admit you have a problem

And last sorry goes to Zone & Thrasher again for blocking you on discord, I just wanted to stay without contact with you so that's why I did it. So, I know I did a bad things and that's why I left, I wish I could think of myself at that time when I was there but I didn't.

dont worry about it mate, we all get pissy at eachother now and then a block on discord is nothing really serious. also you didnt really think about whether or not what you did was right or not but now atleast you are thinking about those things and it shows growth.

And if somebody thinks that I'm making this because I want to rejoin, no no, I don't want rejoin at this moment, I'm making this because I acted stupid and this was too much so I'm sorry.

well i truly accept your apology, sorry for the things i said to you the otherday i was pissed off and needed a workout (i had one now). however i know that you can be one person then next day be the totally opposite type of person so all i hope is that you learn to control that "dr jekyll and mr hyde" behaviour, that was what really destroyed you.
about the rejoining, i dont mind if you rejoin PW (aslong as paul and zone are ok with it) but its your choice, you arent looking to rejoin just yet and thats fine. take your time, maybe even chill out and be a guest for a while. try improve your life outside of the internet for a bit.

And last thing, one week ago some of you accused me of flooding ND server, it wasn't me, I didn't played that day.

well nobody really cares about that anymore, nirv is gonna do smth to prevent it from happening that is if he can even figure out what it is he has to do without losing his shit at chuck :P also dont worry i believe you when you say it wasnt you.

[BeniU]

Like Zone said
You are welcome as a guest on our server, but for me you should not get another chance.
GL

[Echo.]

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For real, wasn't expecting such a thread. However, this is quite great; I sincerely hope this would prevent any next time ?