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13-06-2021, 03:46 PM
hey guys 
its been a while since ive been as active as i usually am here, i kinda lost interest in TWC servers (because inactivity) but also because i havent really felt like playing panzerwar either, i prefer trickjump to panzerwar.
Im a bit stoned as usual here
but lemme say smth ive learned about myself lately, im too godamned arrogant to demote myself without talking about it first. i made good friends and had good games and stuff but now those games are kinda in the past now :/
i started playing on this et hide and seek server (hns.ovh:27963) which is owned by p4re and the community was active for a few weeks but then the server became really inactive (im assuming everybody who played there got bored of hide n seek and went back to trickjump) and i also started playing on other tj servers aswell (the active ones)
either way i think that if i leave, panzerwar will probably get closed down (since its kinda dead
) and i also have this inferiority complex from being a bullied kid that being a high admin in twc gave me a power in some way. that part of me isnt gone yet though until i talk about it which is what im doing here.
so the real question: what do i do?
im probably an annoying supreme who does nothing at all right now and cuz im a nice supreme nobody can really get rid of me. i know i sound really arrogant but i mean it in a really honest sort of way. im happy to leave/make someone else a supreme of pw if they really want. maybe i shouldnt leave at all, just transfer to TJ or smth maybe
either way im not sure what i should do because in the future i cant really see myself going anywhere with TWC anymore. i love this clan since it got me through my childhood and i love et for that too but theres not enough people here at a given time and ive found better servers to play on where theres more people.
im sorry for feeling like im giving up hope here and also like i said im pretty high right now so if my text is incoherent then ripperoni pepperoni
its been a while since ive been as active as i usually am here, i kinda lost interest in TWC servers (because inactivity) but also because i havent really felt like playing panzerwar either, i prefer trickjump to panzerwar.
Im a bit stoned as usual here
but lemme say smth ive learned about myself lately, im too godamned arrogant to demote myself without talking about it first. i made good friends and had good games and stuff but now those games are kinda in the past now :/i started playing on this et hide and seek server (hns.ovh:27963) which is owned by p4re and the community was active for a few weeks but then the server became really inactive (im assuming everybody who played there got bored of hide n seek and went back to trickjump) and i also started playing on other tj servers aswell (the active ones)
either way i think that if i leave, panzerwar will probably get closed down (since its kinda dead
) and i also have this inferiority complex from being a bullied kid that being a high admin in twc gave me a power in some way. that part of me isnt gone yet though until i talk about it which is what im doing here.so the real question: what do i do?
im probably an annoying supreme who does nothing at all right now and cuz im a nice supreme nobody can really get rid of me. i know i sound really arrogant but i mean it in a really honest sort of way. im happy to leave/make someone else a supreme of pw if they really want. maybe i shouldnt leave at all, just transfer to TJ or smth maybe
either way im not sure what i should do because in the future i cant really see myself going anywhere with TWC anymore. i love this clan since it got me through my childhood
and i love et for that too but theres not enough people here at a given time and ive found better servers to play on where theres more people.im sorry for feeling like im giving up hope here and also like i said im pretty high right now so if my text is incoherent then ripperoni pepperoni
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