An other one

[Thrasher]

Okay,

I'm going to post some "cleanup" thoughts to avoid misunderstandings.

First of all, I don't need award for spamming the ftp with some additional files like scripts, maps etc etc etc. Ppl asked me if I was able to show the useful side of my beloved hobbies; I said yes every single time, when I had the motivation and required knowledge to start new projects. I'm sure most of these Guys could handle the server side problems easily... even without my supporting activities. I always got the positive/negative feedback and that was completely enough. Why? Because I know all of my creations are far from perfect. Imperfect products don't deserve perfect prize and award. There will be always a better way to do something. Why should I wait for clap after releasing something sh*tty (just like wf2). You might find it great, but that thing is just a little piece of rubbish, waste of time and energy, another failure. I know all of us have different taste, but pls don't tell me that you like smth, that's so bad t shouldn't even exist. Nowadays we face a so many cheap and valueless products and we simply don't care about them. However, the lack of the quality destroys everything and no matter what things are we talking about. Facing the fact that I spent a lot of valuable time with some valueless rubbish makes me sad and extremely disappointed. Some ppl say it's called pessimism, but I say it's just simple realistic sense.

Secondly, this "egoless" adjective makes no sense after describing the connection between me and my creations. The acceptable level of egoism and pride is an essential part of our life. Without these feelings we are nothing just talking robots made of flesh and blood.

This post night be a bit difficult to understand, so sorry about that, but I'm getting warmer after my 4th cider. No hard feelings, just being honest. That's all.

the mentality you have is really interesting but very different to the mentality i have. whereas you see it as incomplete/rubbish if it isnt perfect, i see both perfect and imperfect things from you as real and to be praised at just for the effort of dedicating your time out for something that really benefits us. the finish for us is like the bonus cherry on the top.