Headshot | Inactivity Posts (archived by HeXomega)

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I need to say few words first. November of 2017 was the best of my entire life, I discovered that my girlfriend was pregnant and I was going to be father.
However, about 2 weeks ago, Maja, my girlfriend, miscarried and we lost our baby. Ever since then I was inactive, trying to get over it.

However, it's not as easy as it seems. I can't sleep, I am unable to find joy in playing my favorite games, in watching my favorite movies, in listening to my favorite music or in reading my favorite books. I am just unable to function as a normal human being, I can't focus on everyday life right now, left alone trying to focus on TWC, EA, or any group, community, or a clan or whatever on the internet.

I need a break, a break that may take a few days, a week or two or month or maybe even longer. I need to recover and right now I don't know If I will ever be able to.

And if it wasn't enough, 2 days ago my best drinking buddy and his 2 years old son died in a car accident, drunk driver killed them.

Sorry, C.